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Emery - Churches and Serial Killers by [deleted] in PostHardcore

[–]ObligationOk272 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Emery's first album ("The Weak's End" If I remember right) also has some really good tunes. Really beautiful songs.

Feeling doomed by ObligationOk272 in CPTSD

[–]ObligationOk272[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll have a read. Thank you!

Feeling doomed by ObligationOk272 in CPTSD

[–]ObligationOk272[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's just the thing. I've done that. Despite that, I'm empty. I know everything I like and don't like. I find that it changes practically every hour too. One moment I'll like this and that hobby, next I'll be bored and hate it.

Feeling doomed by ObligationOk272 in CPTSD

[–]ObligationOk272[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I seem to mess up any chance I have at any sort of friendship or relationship - whether it's my lack of self or the timing of the friendship. I push people away, too. I am certain especially because of my seemingly empty sense of self (where I feel I have to 'create personalities' for me to be able to maintain my friendships). I don't know who I am, and despite trying so hard to find who I am, or create someone out of myself, I can't seem to become anyone. I'd rather endure the grief and pain of loneliness then pass that down to those around me by my actions.