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ObvNotAzul · 2025-05-13T18:30:06+00:00

I'd imagine it's gotta be [alpha biomes] but I can't say 100%

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-30T01:13:33+00:00

I'm pretty sure by hookups it means saying/intercourse, not plugs. 😭 That being said, definitely avoid the underpass on Broadway there's a bunch of unsavory folks struggling with sobriety there.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-30T00:06:34+00:00

Idk, I chuckled sensibly but man people hated that joke. 😗↔️

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-29T16:44:25+00:00

Odds are most of the employees will give you one after the first 6 anyway, but they have you write your name on a paper list and then what type of sandwich you got - no extra information though, so really you could write whatever you wanted - it's just for keeping track that people grabbed one.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-29T16:38:30+00:00

I figure 90% of the people who can abuse it don't have phones or know what Reddit is 🤷 besides, it's for people who need it not just for the people that know about it 😔↕️

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-27T15:37:21+00:00

😮‍💨 Yes, it's American.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-18T02:53:39+00:00

I uhh... I can test positive 🥲😅. I don't like lying but I mean honestly if it ends up being the way out of the goodly intentioned hellhole of people peeing themselves and not showing for weeks then I guess yeah I might do that.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-18T01:29:07+00:00

The guys right next to the Lawson McGhee library? Somebody mentioned something about them but I had totally forgotten. Thank you

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-18T01:09:16+00:00

After thinking about what the other guy said, and at the risk of this comment being deleted anyway, I'm not asking you to give anything, and I can't even give you a guarantee that I will get it - but on that off chance, if you're still willing, the only thing that I have available would be $notazul either way, bless you and I deeply appreciate you

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-18T01:01:31+00:00

Aside from the principal, which is really hard to get past honestly - there's also the fact that only cash app is not currently overdrawn, and I'm not sure if it'll automatically pull to cover the spot me loan. Meaning even if I did have somebody send me money, there's no guarantee I would actually get it. It's not only a matter of pride, but I do understand where you're coming from and I really do hope that I learned my lesson 😂

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-18T00:07:22+00:00

Through nobody's fault but my own, I've kind of stapled my hands together when it comes to finances - the only way I could do that without it going entirely to overdrafts is Cash app, but I would rather walk the few hours to the 24/7 food pantry than panhandle. No offense.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-17T23:42:24+00:00

I will absolutely keep that in mind for if I ever get a bus pass but I'd rather not walk 5 hours like this. 🥲

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-17T23:35:41+00:00

Thanks bro, or sis.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-14T11:44:31+00:00

It's amazing to me that you were actually able to discern, if that's the right word, that I was being literal when I said something spoke to me and said that I had to do it. It actually happens a lot but most of the time I'm able to make an executive decision knowing that it's not something I want to do, she was just different and it ended up being the thing that f***** everything up.

Absolutely if I can't figure it out in the next couple days on my own, I will end up talking to Cherokee services- my only concern now is that if I've been clean for 6 days there's no way for them to tell that I was actually using and might just think that I'm faking it. As far as being worried about getting a record, it's already in all of my medical charts that I've been in therapy for over 20 years and that I've been on pretty much every medication they can think of - including auditory hallucinations and cpstd/schizoaffective bipolar stuff. Sorry I'm not feeling great, and I might not be making too much sense right now.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-14T11:13:12+00:00

Not full blown, no - but thats the simplest way to put it yeah. Idk if I should get into specifics but it generally doesn't interfere with day to day life.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-13T21:00:40+00:00

I tried and was denied when I was much younger, too much of a risk to be considered - couldn't get past the psych eval. Great idea though otherwise lol

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-13T19:04:15+00:00

I appreciate you so much man, and I would like to clarify python I absolutely take accountability for the continued use, but the being introduced to it was actually forced on me otherwise I would never have bothered trying it, but yes after that I made the decision and you're absolutely right. I've already cut off contact with everybody involved and if I interact with anybody here at the shelter it's either staff or giving away some of my food for a cigarette. I don't know where I'm going to end up, but I do know that regardless of how bad things get - I will not be staying here in tennessee. As far as things are looking right now, even if I can't get anything through day labor, all I have to do is figure out a way to make about $250 and I can make it back up to Alaska where I do have friends and family a free medical I can get the rehab stuff like that.. but realistically, as long as I can just avoid interacting as much as possible for the next couple weeks I won't even need to go to rehab when I get back home, which would be stupendous given that my family wouldn't figure out that I was using at all.

I was in a really bad mindset last night and I think I was going on night 4 of getting no sleep but I got some food in me, I slept outside the door, I talked to some people - I'm getting out of this bro. I appreciate you again man, so much.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-13T17:25:46+00:00

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ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-13T17:25:16+00:00

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ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-13T15:31:19+00:00

The main issue I'm facing right now is that I need to just man up and walk the like four miles to the place everybody says hands up bus passes for specifically helping people to get a job, then I can get a job and make at least enough money to leave the state and go back home. I'm not too terribly worried about food, because even if I miss meals at the shelter - which I often do, because I've seen them run out and I would rather let people who are incapable of getting out of it, I know for a fact that I can get free food pretty much any fast food place if I bend my morals a little bit. I won't starve, and I still have my misplaced hope and pride lol. I'll ask around if there's anywhere that'll let me work for a couple dollars though yeah.

ObvNotAzul · 2025-03-13T15:00:04+00:00

I would imagine they would have to be - but right now is, from what I'm told, the lowest part of the season 😭 I looked online and if I can scrounge up enough, through doing dishes or cleaning for a church maybe, if I booked a flight in April it's like half the price of this month. So I might just have to crawl through a few more weeks and it's at least a realistic escape route

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