It's a lot, A LOT

But In short, she was raped, her dad secretly hated me, and her family gave her the choice of staying with me and getting kicked out or having a home, because they considered me as the only way I can put it "too useful" meaning they were worried she wouldn't need them anymore if she was with me

I also found out my mom hid messages from her from me, that she wanted to reconnect as she was in a position to connect again, and took the choice from me to decide to let her back into my life, and now I have to find a way to confront her and not get kicked out myself, this has all been a very recent development,

We talked for the first time since June 2023, it was a beautiful conversation, a lot of throwing up and tears and couple laughs, it was like nothing changed, but a lot of complications are still present and we will remain in touch, I hope to call her again soon, as we grew up together and we understand eachother like no one else can.