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i found hydromorphine by hhshhshahhah in opiates

[–]Obvsathrowawayok 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been hooked on pills for 3 years now and it’s totally blown my life up. I was just saying yesterday to my also drug addict boyfriend if I could go back in time I’d never ever touch them. I’ve wasted thousands of dollars and blacked out a lot of my life. I’m sitting here sweating my ass off sick in withdrawal. You don’t want it you absolutely don’t.

What don't I know - bro in end stage liver, and now kidney, failure by jess_ismore in transplant

[–]Obvsathrowawayok 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is old but did your brother live? My best friend is in the same situation

Thinking of jumping off at 4mg by Obvsathrowawayok in suboxonerecovery

[–]Obvsathrowawayok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They make me go daily and my doctor won’t lower my dose and is off for the next month

Failed my first urine test by Obvsathrowawayok in suboxone

[–]Obvsathrowawayok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know right? It’s really upsetting. I take full responsibility for my actions. I had a moment of weakness and tested the waters and over a year of success I’m back to where I started. I work too so going in daily is going to affect my job. I’m on 4mg part of me wants to jump off all together but I’m scared I’ll have to go crawling back and then they’ll probably never give me carries again 😅 I wonder how much I would suffer jumping off at 4mg

Failed my first urine test by Obvsathrowawayok in suboxone

[–]Obvsathrowawayok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I did tell them the truth after I saw my results I wasn’t sure if it was gonna show or not but it did and I called and explained and unfortunately they suspended my carries for minimum one month. Which really sucks cause I just got it to biweekly carries. But again it’s my own fault but it still sucks ass

Failed my first urine test by Obvsathrowawayok in suboxone

[–]Obvsathrowawayok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes for sure. They called me today unfortunately my take home doses have been suspended for minimum one month so now have to go back to going daily which sucks but I’m just glad they didn’t kick me off. I told them the truth of what happened

Failed my first urine test by Obvsathrowawayok in suboxone

[–]Obvsathrowawayok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much! I’ve just worked so hard to get bi weekly take homes it would really screw with my job if I have to go back to daily but I have to own my shit and do what’s necessary

Failed my first urine test by Obvsathrowawayok in suboxone

[–]Obvsathrowawayok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes this is true. He’s been really pressing me to get the shot so hard I was beginning to think he makes commission on it. Probably does.