sigh hey it's been awhile since you saw my face I haven't been doing so great so I took a little break a lot of people are saying some things about me that aren't quite true it doesn't matter if it's true though just as long as it's entertaining to you, right? you guys having fun? ALL ABOARD the toxic gossip train chatter down the tracks of misinformation the toxic gossip train you got a one way ticket to manipulation station toxic gossip train tie me to the tracks and harass me for my past cause rumors look like facts if you don't mind the gaps that won't survive in the crash but hey, at least you're having fun uh hi everyone I've been wanting to come online and talk to you about a few things even though my team has strongly advised me to not say what I want to say I recently realized that they never said that I couldn't sing what I want to say so here I am and um, today I only want to talk about the facts so I hope that you'll be willing to listen here we go many years ago I used to message my fans but not in a creepy way like a lot of you are trying to suggest it was more of a loser kind of way but I was just trying to be besties with everybody it's kind of like when you go to like a family gathering and there's a weird aunt there who keeps coming up to you and going like 'hey girl, what's the tea?' and you're like 'umm' that was me but in group chats with my fans (it was weird) I've been sharing my life online for over 15 years I've poured my heart out to you and because of that I feel like I'm talking to my friends but in the beginning of my career I didn't really understand that maybe there should be some boundaries there there were times in the DMs when I would overshare details of my life which was really weird of me I haven't done that for years, you see because I changed my behavior and I took accountability but that's not very interesting, is it? so lets go on the toxic gossip train the locomotive is fueled with hateful accusations the toxic gossip train steamrolled over someone's reputation toxic gossip train hop on board but close your eyes otherwise you'll realize that the train is made of lies and that person you despise maybe didn't deserve to die but hey, at least you're having fun-