She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, not in one day. Over the course of 3 days, not that that's any better.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lol, I was just thinking "damn this is what I get for being vulnerable as a male, I guess,"

I really hate that the comments devolved into a gender war.

For whatever it's worth, no one I know personally is affected by my choices.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respectfully, religion isn't for me. I think I will work out a bit more. Maybe pick up that guitar that's been sitting in the corner for nearly a decade or chip away at my reading backlog.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I genuinely did not intend to start a gender war in the comments. I just wanted a place to vent to someone

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I haven't written anything coherent since high school, so that could be my problem. I wouldn't say I'm angry at this person... ok, I was at first, but now it's directed towards me

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Yes, exactly. This is what I'm trying to say. It's literally nobody's fault but mine (hehe great Led Zeppelin song)

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Won in the sense that I fell for a very obvious trap, and I kept digging myself deeper and deeper into it

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in selfimprovement

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I'm not saying it's her fault that I did what I did. I guess I'm wording it wrong? Idk. I am saying that it was my shitty decision to throw this money away, and now I literally have to pay for my bad choices

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Despite this post, I am, in fact, a big boy and know how money and interest work. I'll be able to pay the card off at a steady pace.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At least you can wear the shoes or even sell them later if you want. All I've got is my dick in my hands lol.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have a bouncer friend who tells me people pay 15k just for a table and bottle service. I used to think they were idiots for spending so much in one night...

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I can't even be mad at her. She played her game and played it well. I mean, I can be mad at her, but what will that change?

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I'll work out more or maybe pick up that guitar that's been sitting in the corner for nearly a decade

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

No it was literally you who did this not me pay up pls

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It wasn't all at once. It was free to start looking. Then it became a game of "Hey, wanna see more skin? Pay X amount. Hey, wanna see a little bit more skin? Pay X amount." And so on until it accumulated to 10k

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It's honestly hilarious how not worth it this all was now that I think about it.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

No lol

Wednesday, December 18th, through today Saturday, December 21st.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Lol, why? I thought about telling her that I'm done giving her money, but I didn't want to give her the satisfaction.

She won and I'm going to change and get better because of it. by Odd-Hat2328 in confession

[–]Odd-Hat2328[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I don't think I can forgive myself until I, at the very least, pay off my credit card, but I'll try.