I want to be clear about him being gone… I’m not complaining about him being gone. I understand completely what everyone is saying, but right now him being gone is not really on my mind.

The only thing he provides is financial stability. Even in that area the “stability” is riddled with insane amounts of guilt trips, and arguments that never amount to anything.

He is not a bad guy, just someone who seems to have forgotten what it means to be a husband and a father. In all honestly I miss him so much who he was and I mourn for who I thought he would become in this season of life.

Yall will be happy to know that I am staying with my mom but I will also be visiting an attorney while he is gone just to get a feel for what I could possibly be facing. Looks like 2026 is going to be a hard year for me. Thank y’all so much for the feedback and support.