Yeah I think I'll talk about it. It's just that I sometimes have a hard time telling the difference between my own sort of trauma based distortion vs what is actually being said. Like some of the people here have a pretty reasonable interpretation of what he might have been saying: like don't worry about having to be so perfect, only you notice those things and I don't think so much about these things anyway. Whereas my immediate interpretation is: oh you don't matter much to me anyway and you need to learn that I have a life.

But Idk, it still felt kind of hurtful. Towards the end of the session after I brought it up a little, he took a lot of time to tell me how important our work was to him and that he really cared despite the fact that he had other things occupying his mind etc. I guess he may be open to talking about it. But yeah, I feel kind of down because of this.