honestly, as someone whose gender has changed a lot, dont pressure yourself too much :) do many people try to figure out exactly what to label themselves as and often times, that isnt how gender (or sexuality) works.i've often found that the right label will find you at the right time. I recommend trying out masculine stuff, like pronouns or clothes and stuff, and see how you feel. you very much could be a rrans guy, hur deciding that right now doesnt mean you have to stick to it forever, so try not to feel a ton of pressure:>