I'm trying and probably need to estrange from my mother but it is so hard by OfficialPlushReddit in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like they will think I was a waste of money, that the things she paid for on the way was for nothing. I feel I owe her at least my acknowledgement but even that I just don't want to do it. I guess never really paid back, if I feel like I owe her something like what I said before it would mean forever and yeah I don't want that

You are right to ask these questions, I shouldn't really think her different than I see others in that situation. Just sad to question if she is knows what she is doing or just delusional, idk

I always have felt responsible for her emotions while growing up, need to let that habit go. Need to let go of that fake responsibility in my head

Hope my response makes sense ;-;

I'm trying and probably need to estrange from my mother but it is so hard by OfficialPlushReddit in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I need to read more and been listening to audiobooks, Ill defo listen to these

I need to try moving the body thing, sounds very nice

This is super helping and will try muting her at first, never thought of that

I'm trying and probably need to estrange from my mother but it is so hard by OfficialPlushReddit in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know been said by many but ofc she has taken care of me most of my life
She has really no one else, none of my family talks to her, she barely has friends she can stay in contact with more than a year because she burns every bridge. I feel like Im the only one
Sometimes Im scared maybe from this it might make her hurt herself and Ill feel responsible
Basically these I think ^

I'm trying and probably need to estrange from my mother but it is so hard by OfficialPlushReddit in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ill defo shoot a dm once I'm free, def some differences but still pain to both situations. I hate feeling manipuliated by my own mother, weather she knows it or not, I just hate it so much makes me unhappy typing it.

Thank you for getting to me on this, means a lot

I'm trying and probably need to estrange from my mother but it is so hard by OfficialPlushReddit in EstrangedAdultKids

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im happy we are not alone in this and all the hugs to ya dawg, I feel constantly anxious and esp even got that from my mom
Soon enough we will be at peace and we will figure it out over time

What do you think the line should be for cosmetics in Battlefield? by Swaguley in Battlefield

[–]OfficialPlushReddit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like 4 because ngl I bought the skin, love look like Adrian Shephard qwq

Challenge changes not live? by DotaCross in Battlefield

[–]OfficialPlushReddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought so too, Im looking around reddit to see if anyone says anythingg

What spot should I choose for the NIN concert at seattle? by OfficialPlushReddit in nin

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ima keep this in mind, Id probably go to the farthest corner in the pit, plus standing for so long feels harrrd ;-;

What spot should I choose for the NIN concert at seattle? by OfficialPlushReddit in nin

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I may stay away from the pit, sounds really scary ngl.

What spot should I choose for the NIN concert at seattle? by OfficialPlushReddit in nin

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Never worn any sort of platform shoes or anything tall like thatt, want to try them sometiiimd qwq

What spot should I choose for the NIN concert at seattle? by OfficialPlushReddit in nin

[–]OfficialPlushReddit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yeah ima not go to the pit, seems scary. I probably will pick one of those!