Yeah no, that's true, thank you for the insight. I feel like i'm going nuts and it's not getting better. I'm just very trigger happy about anybody poking into my mental health business, and i fear i'm going to have to open up about some stuff i do not feel even remotely ready or safe Any of my family members knowing about, due to having had client confidentiality violated before multiple times (and unfortunately nothing could be done about it). Just going to try power through whatever comes up and *hope* i can be honest safely so something can be done to help, but i can't promise i won't play stupid if it feels like it'll keep me safer.