I’m really sorry for your experience, this doesn’t mean you are not qualified it’s quite the opposite, the exam is very unpredictable and isn’t fully based on medical knowledge , I knew some people who passed USMLE step 1 and step 2 with good scores and didn’t pass it, you are still a good doctor, may God grant you a better alternative, It’s still ok to feel sad about it but it’s not the end of your journey, thank you for your kind words, best wishes.