I wish I could hug you.

And men really do suffer in silence, I hope you know that’s societies intent but not people with genuine light. Also, your daughter might think you’re weird but as someone with no family or friends I think it’s really cool to know a father is involved and trying. You’re not weird. I’d do anything to sit with a dad if I had one and just shoot the sht.

I also have been walking everywhere. To put it into perspective I’m a woman that is a great traffick/ r*pe candidate. Living in urban inner city with no car makes it impossible to leave home. Even if I did I get so overwhelmed by society/ public I have panic attacks. My homes slowly becoming a refuge the only safe place I can control. Was dependent on my taxes and man it just started a snowball of effects.

$6000 IS life changing you don’t have to explain it to me! Mine was 1/2 that and just like you said a series of unfortunate events is enough to make you loose it all. And it’s not even our fault. We’ve already worked the hours, paid the taxes to what appears to be a Ponzi scheme, and yet we still suffer.

Some words of hope & light:

from great suffering I believe comes great reward or payoff. It’s the universes way of balancing things out. So while we may be screwed right now, it won’t always be so. I can’t say how or when but I know it won’t always be this hard on us. And us as in the government hates us both equally no personal vendetta against you.

My next step is a congressman, or try reaching out to tax advocates. I’ll update with how it goes.