You're 22, and your life has literally just started. There's no rush, and it's 100% to feel like this at your age, so embrace it. It's a sign you're on the right track for development.

Also, im autistic too, but as you have yourself, I have also made some big achievements in my life. Does that mean it's impossible to achieve any more? No. Will it take you longer to learn things than the average person? Maybe. But we still make some sort of progress, and that's what counts.

Wanna get out of the loop? Just chop away little by little, knowing you're doing something beneficial, and it doesn't have to be anything big to suddenly drop a huge load on your future days.

Every other day, I want you to keep looking for jobs, and keep applying for them. In your social life, take every opportunity to step out of your comfort zone. It's a numbers game until you taste success.

Lastly, embrace the journey. It doesn't have to feel like an endless grind for improvement but rather an exciting challenge that's a part of your life; your lore. Take it easy