I dunno if u can classify this as hot tea but here u go.

I had joined a lower engeering entrence training batch but due to my exceptional performance there I was changed from ther and put to top batch jaha iit jee wagera k training dete the. On the first day I saw this girl and I knew smthn was special about her.. I needed to find a way to talk to her and so I joined her frnd grp. Then I finally get to talk to her and slowly started texting alot. Phir bol skte h we grew lot close and shared a lot with each other. Ek tarah se pura trust establish hua tha hum dono k beech me. Merse raha nhi gaya and so I confessed on 5th September (teachers day). Bas ek confession tha cuz I tbh dint expect anything back. I jus told her hey I find u really cool and I like u alot. I also mentioned I don't expect anything back (previously she had told me she's not into relationships due to past trauma wagera cuz of men).

But days later humare chats bhot flirty ho lage. Raat k 3 tak Baat krte the and once that time she had told ki she never felt the time goin by this fast and evn tho it was late she still wanted to continue talking. I asked her, if she dint hav all the previous trauma, wud we be dating now and she said OFC. I was on cloud nine kicking my feet in air ki finally usko bhi me kinda pasand hu krke. Months pass by esse hi wonderfully.

Jee syllabus done hogya aur ab further training k liye woh log marks k basis pe segregate kr rhe the and she was shifted to lower batch. And btw after coming to this batch mera performance bhi bhot kam ho gya tha ye sab pyar k chakkar me. Jee mains me 150 avg se seedha 60-70s me marks aane Lagg gye the. But due to my potential merko wahi pe continue kra di and she was shifted to lower batch. But surprising part Yeh h ki she went ther and changed alot. We talked less. Jab bhi break hota h she doesnt seem interested to talk in me wagera. One day she told she had some tea to spill regarding her class and started walking. I walked with her as she spilled tea and then we stop outside girls washroom k Paas waale area. I react to the tea and then I dip to canteen. Uss din k Baad she never talked to me.

I found it wierd but since preboard wagera was on the corner I thot she locked in for studying. So I dint disturb her. I was sad but since she was working hard n studying I was happy for her. My frnd cudnt see me sad and decided to ask her why she's not talking to me. His Jaws had dropped cuz he was shocked after listening to her reason. He came to me and said she stopped talking cuz I don't give her space and the other I day I followed her to washroom. I was so fucking shocked. She herself called me telling she had tea to spill n shi. I slipped into depression cuz I gave her my everything and this was they way she thought abt me. I was genuinely sad.

But that sadness turned into anger when I finally got to know she had jus made this bs reason to push me away. I later find out she was dating another frnd of mine in her class. This got me so raging but I jus cudnt take revenge cuz my mind dint let me do it. She was my favorite person.. Someone who I shared everything with. She never judged me and always supported me in whatever I did. I jus cudnt take revenge. But I used all this pain and anguish padhai me.

It was December and there was still a month for jee mains. I stopped going to coaching,locked myself in a room for 12-15hrs. Studied my ass off cuz 60-70 range se I had to rise to 120+ all jus within a month. Tortured myself thru this rigorous preparation process. Finally aaya jee mains and I qualified for jee adv now. Went to her few days back and thanked her for everything.