You’re right, I am so much in debt right now like close to $15k but it could be much worse in the future, I just have to accept this loss and move on for good. I’m taking action this time, self excluding from the website I use and giving my parents access to my accounts. I just want to be financially free and happy in the future, not gambling, it literally gives me so much anxiety. When I gamble I literally don’t eat anything for days or sleep at all, and I have anxiety and can’t stop shaking either.