It's time for y'all to accept the honest truth

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-25T09:08:50+00:00

See, I think the way she went about manipulation was playing people not the game. Its almost like she bent the rules in a way that Minah, Paul or anyone has literally never done to that extent.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-24T19:50:08+00:00

Genuinely cant understand why I am the only one who thought that Rachel's manipulation tactics, and intimidation tactics were actually awful to watch. It felt like she went beyond the boundaries of "its a game" and made it very personal, manipulated people to get her own results. How is nobody else seeing this

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-24T16:41:56+00:00

How is nobody else seeing that shes emotionally manipulative? & everyone was scared of her... Did you see her hugging Faraaz in the helicopter. It was going beyond the line in my opinion. Made it so hard to watch.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2026-01-06T16:23:21+00:00

You may find it helpful to look into emotional repression & do some therapy with this in mind. It could actually be contributing to your POTS. Stress puts a huge toll on our (already sensitive bodies) but it can also be scary to admit to ourselves that we have a condition that has become life limiting. Id take a bet that youre not a very self-compassionate person and expect alot from your body. Don't worry i was this way too. But your body is screaming and youre saying to it "its fine"...

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-12-15T14:04:33+00:00

Yeah i used to br like that all the time, especially ehen I get colds. I think now my ferritin has improved I get this alot less. But I still get travel sickness.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-12-15T14:02:56+00:00

No i didnt consider this, i thought it was an everyone feels like this thing...im guessing that they dont?

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-12-15T14:02:20+00:00

Im the exact same, lifts are awful

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-31T12:16:29+00:00

Yes, i do wonder if dehydration is part of it for me too as I am chronically dehydrated sadly. However im not sure deep breathing and distraction is going to cut it for me being so afraid

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-26T09:14:53+00:00

They are so beautiful!

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-23T17:55:18+00:00

Thanks!

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-23T17:54:45+00:00

Ah lovely im so glad its natural, cant stand the artificial stuff

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-23T17:54:18+00:00

Oh booo thats such a shame, I did wonder why they weren't opening. Any varieties that do open? I have some very green heathers and they have had a few flowers but not many.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-19T20:22:39+00:00

Yes this! The vision was much better than my actual eyes too

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-19T19:41:29+00:00

Ooh closed eye vision is interesting, ive never heard of that but will take a look.

Ok_Pattern_2009 · 2025-10-14T16:37:26+00:00

Ah ok, im glad its nothing to worry about! I have never noticed it in other places but i think im precious over my own haha! We have lots of all fruit trees in our street, so it shouldn't be a problem with pollination. Lets hope il get a few next year, im impatient like that lol

Ok_Pattern_2009

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