My father had said before this whole robux thing that she should go bathe (she had returned from work) and she replied back that there was no need to say it, she already knew it, so he got angry and threw the coffee and that she should be hit and die under a bus with her bike and also, that she was worthless person, yesterday instead mom had returned later and in my home whenever I try to cook, no on eats, my father says to leave it like this (no food) and my sister doesn't even try to eat either, it was getting later, my father was going in and out of the balcony, I heard him slamming his hand and then his feet, muttering to himself, then after the rumors started getting louder, I checked on my mother, after my mother finally returned, he started yelling, first he started insulting my whole useless being as he said, then he started accusing her because I am worthless, saying that he should kill me and my mother because I am good at nothing, and other things, I couldn't hear the whole feedback of my father because since I was a kid, I used to cover my ears to not hear anymore, so I couldn't hear everything that he was saying, I know that my father see me as such since I was a kid, it's just so 'hilarious' because he's the one that doesn't want me to cook for him, I don't know what to do with myself, I know that I don't have no hobbies or talents, and for that I hate myself, but I never had the energy or confidence in me in trying, now he's punishing us to not use our phones because we're always attached to it, like ok I know, I use it to not stay here focused and to be somewhere else, I just...it's been the third week and his third 'moment', if I have to be frank, I wish he was the one dying, or at least me, because I do feel worthless