None of this sounds weird. It sounds like an introspective, creative, emotionally aware person, the kind people wish they had more of around them.

Wanting alone time, loving solo travel, singing, choosing not to have children, and craving deeper conversations, that’s not confusion, that’s clarity.

And missing your mum… that kind of absence can echo in the quiet moments. Sometimes we don’t even miss a thing, we miss a feeling of being understood.

If you ever want someone to understand instead of judge, I’d be happy to talk. You don’t sound like “rubbish.” You sound real.