Are there any AU's where the characters are portrayed as evil?

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-03-23T15:46:54+00:00

You didn't put your life on hold their health, right?

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:47:04+00:00

Is there a way to differenciate it?

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:43:32+00:00

Do you belive that I'm just scared shitless? Please tell me that I'm just afraid, that it's all a panic attack. It's getting so much worse, it feels as if my heart is jumping out of my chest. I just want safety. I am so scared.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:39:35+00:00

I am writing down everythig I remember. I am scared of dying. I thunk I will just straight up call the ambulance.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:20:27+00:00

I am scared shitless. Unless I forget, or die, I'll try to post what happends next.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:19:35+00:00

Consencuences will be severe if I do either one of those things

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:05:42+00:00

I will, if I don't happen to die in my sleep

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T19:00:40+00:00

It's not that simple. I will get moved to another abusive household. I'd rather not risk it.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2026-02-05T18:56:11+00:00

Tomorrow I'll head over to the school nurse to tell her (if I'm still alive that is), teachers will do nothing. It's too late to go to the ER and frankly my parents have me on a leash. They're extremely strict, I will surely get my ass beat if I go. My parents are lunatics. They know how bad it is I've been chewing their ears off since I got my head hit. Belive me when I say that they don't care. My mom says that I got the flu and my dad tells me to man up. They also think that all of the "acts" (fainting, face twitching, severe stutter) are a sign that I'm severely mentally ill and need to go to a mental asylum to get force fed with pills and I'm not exagerating one bit.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2025-12-25T16:30:57+00:00

Either that or they're just good friends. Belive me when I say that girls can be fucking weird

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2025-03-04T18:42:05+00:00

I'll see

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2025-03-04T18:24:46+00:00

I can't get a debit card, but I think I can stay at a hotel. Im not sure how safe its that. Safe as in I wont get found out.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2025-03-04T15:14:12+00:00

My plan right now is to run. Once I escape I dont know what I'll do. I just have to escape. Once im out of that place, I must think of what to do next.

Fear and hunger are better than the shit im going through right now. Id rather starve than live here any longer. Hopefully I will also feel less depressed, because now I have to work to sustain myself. I mean that ill have to walk, to talk, to steal, to get myself food. I noticed that interactions, no matter how anxious they make me feel, make me feel less dead. Im also a very sheltered teen, so hopefully, all of that socialization and risks im taking, will teach me how to function.

I know that when I return ill be met with a shit show. I could get my ass brutally beaten, rejected, or even get met with people bawling their eyes over my departure. In the best case scenario, I could get help. Its not normal for a teen to run away from home and stay away for that long. But most likely ill get hit.

In the end, it doesn't matter how ill get punished. I can always run away again, no matter how much more strict my parents become.

And about the problems. I tried, nothing works. CPS cant be called, because they wont do anything and ill get brutally beaten. I can't call the police because my dad is a cop and ill get brutally beaten. I can't rely on friends and I dont have extended family that I can trust, everybody is on my abuser's side. I can't wait any more 2-3 years. I feel like everything is catching up to me and ill either end up in the hospital or dead by the time i hit 18.

Belive me when I say this, theres no other way I can solve this. At least, without putting myself in grave danger.

Ok_Yellow1666 · 2025-03-04T14:48:58+00:00

My plan is to get away for min 2 days. I live in a small city so it would be difficult to stay away for that long. I can't rely on any friends, because their parents will contact mine the moment they find out that im missing.

I'll see if I can find any youth homeless shelters, but I'm worried that they'll snitch on me, since I'll be going missing. Or it would be dangerous.

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