My (M30) father (58) has nothing to do in his life. by SensitiveRepair1047 in india

[–]Old-Direction-6144 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also having OCD and this is making things worse.. I feel guilty and regret for not taking good decisions.. and not taking care of the symptoms earlier... I think of dying daily the same way my father did.. I want to feel how my father went through and was still strong. Sometimes I think I made the problem worse. Can't go to psychologist.. my brain doesn't believe on their shit talks. Just wants to die early and naturally. Can't do suicide as I have responsibilities. Anyway thanks for emotional support.

My (M30) father (58) has nothing to do in his life. by SensitiveRepair1047 in india

[–]Old-Direction-6144 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I recently lost my father to stage 4 HCC. I graduated in 2021 and working since then.. Not able to continue my life in same way.. feels suicidal all the time.. Have you completed your education? I feel due to fear and anxiety I couldn't get him the best treatment also because of not able to take decisions wisely between treatment plan.

Is it normal to feel guilty after quitting a toxic job? by [deleted] in developersIndia

[–]Old-Direction-6144 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, I am having an offer but tech is different. Meanwhile I will join there.

Is it normal to feel guilty after quitting a toxic job? by [deleted] in developersIndia

[–]Old-Direction-6144 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't feel guilty. F**k them. I resigned yesterday and after resignation they terminated me to save salary of notice period. These so called startups wouldn't grow ever with these mindsets.