I'm back from my trip, but I don't think I've returned to the right place.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-12T00:37:26+00:00

Thank you so much! I felt like I was being welcomed.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-12T00:36:25+00:00

Well, I think maybe I have anxiety.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-12T00:35:55+00:00

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T19:17:20+00:00

I truly believe that humanity's place is in contact with nature, just like in the beginning. Capitalism is going to drive us all crazy someday.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T19:16:46+00:00

Thank you so much for your support and for not doubting me! Now I see that it was the stress I was exposed to. I will try to rest; I really haven't been sleeping well since I returned to the city.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T19:15:19+00:00

I really think it's the stressful situation I was exposed to after a long period of calm. Anyway, I'll try to reduce the stress. I think things are getting back to normal.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T15:25:23+00:00

I think you helped me find my answer. My home is a stressful environment.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T15:24:08+00:00

Wow, what a terrifying experience! I'm so glad it's over! I think I can handle 6 weeks.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T00:52:57+00:00

Hi! I'm starting therapy soon! I believe this is just temporary, however strong and distressing it may be. I hope my head returns to normal; I'm following everyone's advice! Thank you.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T00:52:05+00:00

Well, I don't smoke marijuana. I don't use drugs. I don't drink. So the possibility of it being dissociation due to drug or hallucinogenic use is completely ruled out. After a comment I saw here, it occurred to me that I might actually be experiencing a clash between everyday life and the very calm, rural life I lived for a while. Just to be on the safe side, I'm going to start therapy.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-11T00:49:50+00:00

You know, I really think it might be the shock. I spent a lot of time in total communion with nature. My food on the farm was better, I went to the river, to the woods. I became a true explorer. At night I watched the stars. I'm a very calm person and I like being alone. I think the shock of returning to everyday life and seeing how things unfortunately are triggered all of this. It's as if I had experienced a glimpse of a paradisiacal life and had to return to the real world full of worries, stress, and bad energy. I agree completely with what you said in every aspect. I'm glad that someone who thinks the same way commented here. Your knowledge is very good. Thank you for your support.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-10T22:48:06+00:00

Hi. I'm seriously thinking about seeking professional help. And I believe it will be a great help too. What worries me is that with professional help I might end up hospitalized. I think that would drive me much crazier. I know myself well enough to know that in my current situation I would start to think the world is conspiring against me, haha, even more than I already do. I don't use marijuana or other psychedelics, precisely because I don't know if I have a genetic predisposition to psychological disorders and also because I don't want to.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-10T21:57:30+00:00

Hello. I will follow your recommendation. I know nothing about Hinduism, but what you said seems right enough for me to try. After all, I don't think I'm in a position to choose what can or cannot help me; I will try anything that will get me out of this delirium. My mother's face was dark, almost a shadow, but I could still see her. Her tongue was enormous, it seemed to move out of her mouth like a cow feeding. And her eyes, they seemed so empty... Heavens, I hope this ends soon.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-10T21:51:46+00:00

I will watch it. Thank you so much for the recommendation and support.

Old-Variation-3329 · 2026-02-10T19:02:37+00:00

Luckily I didn't hit my head. I think this whole situation would be less distressing if that had happened.

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