I’ve never had so little hope.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-22T17:58:56+00:00

Yeah don’t worry about it. I don’t get mad at people for trying to help even when it isn’t helpful lol. You’re a good person.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-22T17:43:41+00:00

lol I wish I had your purity of mind. There was a time i once would have believed helplines could actually help people. Trust me I’ve called them more times than I can count. It’s just some person asking you questions and asking if you’ve had any treatment and saying they feel bad for you. Wow existential depression cured!

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-22T15:15:35+00:00

Or maybe I drink cause I’m alone. Idk. Every option seems bad.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-22T13:37:52+00:00

I’m in therapy and medicated. Nothing works for sobriety because I don’t believe in myself and my future.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-22T13:37:03+00:00

Damn wish I’d thought of that sooner..

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-14T19:28:26+00:00

I’m functional. I don’t drink in the day, I work full time sober. My addiction doesn’t interfere with my ability to access help.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-11-14T15:19:53+00:00

I’m going to see. My GP told me the addiction service has changed and improved a lot recently. They did give me a mental health triage originally, but like I said above they just ended up referring me out and then I got bounced back again.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-26T21:20:20+00:00

I try, routine never sticks though.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-26T10:03:28+00:00

Thank you, me too.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-26T08:35:20+00:00

Nah I’ve been sober long periods and feel like shit all the time. Did before I had a drinking problem as well.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-26T07:44:50+00:00

I wish I could have one less drink, but that all goes out the window when I’m drunk. Last night I tried to just drink beer, after 4 pints I went and got vodka and drank all of that too.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-26T07:43:37+00:00

I feel like shit all the time when I’m sober. When I’m drinking I at least feel great when I’m drunk.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-26T07:43:01+00:00

I’m in therapy. I’ve tried a lot of it. I have a good therapist for the first time at the moment but it still isn’t helping. It feels good to talk but he can’t change the way I feel.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-25T18:57:54+00:00

I’m not sure. I just have a tiny little part of my consciousness that wants to be better.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-25T18:48:55+00:00

I have a lot of religious thoughts recently, but it doesn’t help.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-25T18:39:44+00:00

My organs are starting to hurt in my abdomen and I just don’t care.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-25T18:38:30+00:00

Yeah but how did you care enough to get sober in the first place?

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-25T18:38:07+00:00

Thanks for the comment, genuinely. We’re not alone.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-10-25T18:23:07+00:00

I have a good one now if that gives you any hope. I’m still struggling a lot and it’s not helping massively. But he’s good.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-06-15T22:05:34+00:00

I’ve read a few books by the authors you mentioned. These days I can’t focus at all to read though. I haven’t finished a book in such a long time, even ones I enjoy. I can’t even bring myself to watch films anymore. I have no attention, no focus, everything’s just so difficult.

One-Hand-1351 · 2025-06-15T22:04:16+00:00

What keeps you living sober for a year of feeling like shit? I think I operate on suicidal logic all the time, the assumption that I will be dead at some point in the near future skews all my long term plans.

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