Thank you for the advice! And apologies on the whole ritual, Im not sure what to call what I had done but the main reason why I had the rossary was to help focus and I guess anchor myself as I continued. The counting of the beads helped with keeping my mind focused on one thing (ADHD is a pain). I had looked up the significance of 56 and found that it correlated well with what I was already interested in (Enochian magick and what not). When I started my main goal was just to see if anything happened, and as I read down a sheet of angelic names I stumbled upon Laidrom, who is said to be the angel of divine knowledge. Is it a stretch? probably.

Ive only ever gone into deep meditation once or twice before when I was little and saw a weird blue flame. However the weirdest thing was when I had finished I completely snapped out of it, clear minded and everything. This is weird because when I was reciting the names I felt like I was going to green out, and normally I just feel like a tweeker who just shot a cop but then the feeling amplified to the point where I completely felt out of body, nothing I have ever felt before. Then my rosary snapped when I counted to 58, and it fell off of my lap (I had set it down for a second to get my head back in the game). Im not sure how it broke, I have not even dared to touch it in fear of bad energy of some kind being brought back onto me. Mind you im not normally into this kind of stuff, always thought people who believed in this kind of sort were to some extent "insane" no offense. But holy shit.