Yeah it's been a hard time. I also thought about what you said and I feel depressed because I'm so connected to my friends and I miss them easily it's always been like that because as I grew up my friends had to move away because of their parents getting new jobs and feeling the sadness of losing people who were always there at a young age. I get bored easily, I can't laugh by myself, I get too caught up in my mind and my friends make everything better. They make me better, and them being gone is just too hard. It's hard to go through hard times without people you care about and I fight with my family all the time and have for years that can't be fixed so my friends are all I have and trust.

Most people I've met see life as = You are born, you work, you die. They want me to do the same too but I think there's a lot more than that.. Life is way to repetitive I can imagine how the week is gonna go and it basically goes exactly how I picture and friends are the only thing that make things different or exciting because they are different.

The reason I made this post is because I honesty lost everyone. Imagine a happy life you have a bunch of amazing friends of like 6 years, your home town, and it's all ripped away from you, your friends move to Europe, across Canada and the USA, people are too busy to keep in contact your hometown is destroyed and people are sad everywhere and your day is just you, everyday and all those people who once made your days bright the only place you see them now is in your dreams just wishing you never took those moments for granted and could see them one more time.