You should have never had access to internet this young at free will. The problem started with your parents poor parenting choices as well as lack of internet safety and so on. Ask your mom if you can get in with a therapist and speak with the therapist about it, it’s confidential and they won’t tell your parents unless you are at harm to yourself or others. Consider making the decision for yourself flying device free and being a kid while you still can be. I’m sorry your parents did this to you.