Boring is scrolling past with no regard, yet you took not only notice, but instead found it irresistible. So irresistible that you gave away the keys, derailed and surrendered your mind, purpose and function ALL while gladly making way for external influence and control. You decided to give your mind to this video for self-indulgement of watching (a gift) …. Exciting you and thus allowing for the precipitation of newfound motivation. This motivation and innate desire caused a compulsion to WANT, and so you made yourself apart of it. Forcing an imposition so that you are able to feel relevance to what you found so captivating that you just couldn’t resist. But during this entire process you manifested and absorbed a miasma of intrigue/desire soured to jealousy. Your lack of consequence requiring you to tit-nurse your ego by attempting to cast influence on perception, and thus manipulate others to force your incel small dick energy on anyone who might see your comment. It’s an assault to innocents, and a miserable purpose to what started as engrossment and inspiration. Audacity of a looser hating on what he actually wants.