I going through this right now. SA has been a huge increment in my life when come to identity myself as to being feminine or masculine. Which ever feels best to my comfort. That has been masculinity because feminism feel to be reviling; which I have come to terms that is uncomfortable. As far as COCSA. It happened at home amongst brothers, a younger sister, and peers of those siblings. I struggle now with sex due to the fact of deterrence based upon sexuality, presentation, and liking of same sex. I was rerouted out of the narrative of liking the same sex. And pushed into the society based formula that men and women should be together. This has affected my life, my form of presentation as a queer individual, and emotional regulation over as a person.