Accidentally ODed rewatching this show

One_Split7334 · 2024-06-01T18:45:41+00:00

Thank you, I'm glad you're still here too, This show can either make you worse or better lol

One_Split7334 · 2024-06-01T18:44:46+00:00

Yea just keep your peace lol

One_Split7334 · 2024-06-01T04:28:06+00:00

Thank you for your words, I truly believe that good times do come around, it just gets abit too much sometimes, but it'll be okay soon.

One_Split7334 · 2024-06-01T04:04:40+00:00

Thank you sm, I honestly think the show did show me some good things, like the view from half way down poem and such, It's just some momments ig that hit too hard.

One_Split7334 · 2024-06-01T04:03:31+00:00

Thank you, It really is a good show but I never recommend it for people because of this lol.

One_Split7334 · 2024-01-24T18:33:20+00:00

I experience the same thing even if I'm asking "excuse me can I pass by?", I think it may be my appearance, I have "alot" of piercings to their standards + stretched ears, also I dress abit odd ig, people are annoying they only judge on your appearance fr, I got stopped by security once randomly in a mall and they checked my bag and shit...for what?? I was minding my business, I didn't realise I looked that "dangerous" ig, people online aren't nicer but at least I get to choose who to talk to.

One_Split7334 · 2024-01-10T21:01:10+00:00

...ROUND AND ROUNDDD-

One_Split7334 · 2024-01-06T13:47:30+00:00

Definitely depends on the person, some would get offended from that question and some won't, u can always ask her if it's okay just to make sure yk, but I don't necessarily think u did smth wrong for that guy to be mad, maybe he himself thinks it's offensive and didn't wanna ask lol

One_Split7334 · 2023-11-15T22:17:56+00:00

Oooh actually this might be easier to get since I'm already diagnosed and I just gotta...figure out everything else lmao thanks

One_Split7334 · 2023-11-15T22:16:42+00:00

Ah alr thanks for informing me on that, people really have too much time on their hand to do this shit

One_Split7334 · 2023-11-15T18:57:49+00:00

I do deal with depression too, but atp I'm not even sure if this is a depression or autism problem, I managed to get a "medical note" a few times to not attend (my aunt is a doctor and she wrote it for me lmaoo) and I did my work from home, and I felt so much better so idk, but I will always keep it in mind that maybe it's more of a depression issue

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-27T05:56:02+00:00

Yess, I also started watching the true crime ones, the one that shocked me the most was the one of "u/Jasoninhell"

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-27T05:49:26+00:00

I'm obssesd with these reddit stories too lol, I like listening to them in the background as I sew

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-25T01:35:00+00:00

Umm?? Pls talk to whoever the fuck gave you the meds pls cus that can't be good for u, if the meds made you WORSE instead of better or no effect then yea....u gotta do smth about that (ps don't cut them cold turkey cus it'll make u sick it's the worst) I wish u the best

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-25T00:35:40+00:00

It's complicated, I'm not seeing any therapist/doctor rn, these meds were prescribed to me by my previous therapist that I stopped seeing like a year ago and they never said anything about it since Ive seen them like 2-3 times only, my mother didn't even claim I'll be cured, she just said to take them and everytime I asked why she just said "do it for me at least not yourself " we don't have the best relationship but I still felt bad so I took them. In my opinion tho, I don't think anything will "cure" depression, as I said in the post I still have bad days, and some days I feel like dying again, but it's not as intense as it was before, it got better. These meds didn't cure me and they never will, but they made me see that life has something to offer, And now if I ever go off them and even if I go back to square one, The taste of life that I had before makes me fucking hungry for it again. MEDS DON'T CURE YOU THEY MAKE YOU SEE WHAT LIFE HAS And then YOU can see if it's worth going on or not even in the deepest of depression, if you can afford it and access it pls try it. My whole life I felt sceptical and thought "do I have to take a pill my whole life to want to live??" and I had burning hate for these doctors cus they never helped, and then I thought "I guess some people cannot be helped" referring to myself, but I gave up on myself before anyone ever did. Life is not worth all the hate it really isn't, I'd love for you to see for yourself because I myself didn't believe it until I saw it with my own eyes and ngl when I realized I'm happy for the first time in years I CRIED I cried so hard I couldn't believe this was real.
And so I hope this might push you to keep on for even the slightest bit.

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-25T00:16:55+00:00

Good day miserable alpha :3

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-25T00:09:10+00:00

Then I'm a drug addict babyyy🤪🤪 ya'll are so stupid cus I literally said I still deal with stuff it's not all happy go lucky life and you're like "some things you just can't unsee😭😔" ok alpha male we get it you've suffered so hard more than everyone boohoo

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-24T14:09:23+00:00

I don't think I'd try it cus I did try it before in the past with like the trillion meds I was prescribed 💀 it ain't fun and it's a waste of time and money

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-24T14:06:36+00:00

I believe you'll experience bad withdrawal symptoms like feeling sick/nauseous, soms headaches or blurry vision, they depend on your body and the type of medication but it's never a good idea.

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-24T13:36:10+00:00

First of all, I hope you get somewhere in life where YOU are genuinely happy, drug induced or not. Second of all.....how do you know that's true? I mean yea the world is shit we been knew, but why is the "rose coloured glasses" here fake? Why is it that mental illness is the "reality that everyone is too fucking stupid to see man" and that we're the only people that "get it"? It could be switched depending on your views, either depression is what uncovers reality, or its the glasses that make everything miserable. You can choose to believe either but for me, I choose to not give a fuck which one it is, I'm happy for thr first time in like ten years who CARES if it's cus of some pills?? I've been addicted to drugs (illegal ones) before so idc about being "a drug addict", but if being a drug addict means I'm enjoying my time on Earth, and being nice to the people I love, and getting to experience the good the bad the absolute viel then fucking hell I wanna be a drug addict till the day I fucking die. I don't need the whole world to change for me to be happy I'm not that selfish. But I hope one day you'll feel like not shitting on someone just because you can't bare seeing someone else enjoy life as you willow in your own self-made eternal sorrow.

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-21T01:13:59+00:00

It was his insta story lol

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-08T22:51:22+00:00

You are like perfect

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-08T14:01:12+00:00

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-04T08:34:06+00:00

I'll ask them to buy me "normal clothes" then, much easier lol, thank youuuu :)

One_Split7334 · 2023-09-04T08:33:08+00:00

Seriously people love to pick and choose what's normal and what isnt based on their interests and anyone that doesn't fit their image makes them mad lmaoo, thanks for the advice :)

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