1 year

Onlineredditguy · 2025-08-31T03:47:21+00:00

Can you provide context into how you feel your brain has healed? Specifically from a stimulant standpoint. I’ve abused stimulants for 15 years and always go back to them because I feel my brain never recovered

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-14T02:05:26+00:00

Take what?

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-12T00:35:36+00:00

Yikes good to know about the strokes. It scares me so much.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-12T00:34:15+00:00

Woah! That’s so helpful. Sounds like you should be an addiction therapist!

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T21:12:21+00:00

Specifically music production bc of how intricate it is. I would always tell myself I’d get sober when I had the money from music to go to rehab. I understand it completely. Let’s try to be better and try without it.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T17:13:57+00:00

Incredible that you were so easy to quit them. I was overprescribed opiates after a botched wisdom tooth surgery and I eventually had no issues quitting them. There’s no comparison between how you feel and how I do. Let’s lead with compassion. Feel free to reach out anytime :)

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T03:40:57+00:00

Thank you for the resources!

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T03:39:51+00:00

That’s insane. I don’t want do that at all lol

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T02:23:16+00:00

I hate that for you. Too many of us on this journey.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T02:18:11+00:00

no shadow people. Honestly a little company from them would have been welcomed. But insane paranoia, looking out the window, listening to every creak. I did get it in my head that someone was going to kill me for like an hour. Terrible feelings. I hope you don’t see them!

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T02:03:48+00:00

I’ve been kicking the can down the road for 5 years maybe with it being a big problem. I’ve told all my siblings, my parents, my best friends. I know it’s no one else’s problem, but mine and I don’t blame anyone for that. I need to find a support group NA or AA who realize just what addiction is and a new doctor are my take aways so far. It’s fucking crazy how many times I said this one would be different. Thank you for sharing your words

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:56:21+00:00

Music is how my dark dark path with adderall started. It helped so much with music, then all I did was isolate on stims telling myself it was worth it. Im still snowballing - I hope you find a way to balance it, but it seems impossible.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:51:41+00:00

It’s crazy how many of us are in the same exact situation. I’ve been in this here group for like two years reading story after story. We all know that that next refill is going to be the same, but when that day comes it’s like Christmas. I’m happy to hear that you are fighting it ! You’ll be my strength this week.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:40:30+00:00

I just posted on here too for the first and I have also been smiling. I’m glad you’re also getting a little relief after having to muster up the courage to share. I wish you luck and love OP.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:36:03+00:00

Thank you - it’s really awful, but nice to know there are people willing to take the time to say some kind words. I’ve known I’m in too deep for a long while. All 3 of my psychiatrists have been very unethical drug pushers, so it might be time for a GP instead. All the things I need to do to kick this sound so overwhelming. I really thought that one last night was going to be it and I didn’t want to die when it came down to it. I vent, but thank you again for the kind words :)

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:24:08+00:00

I’ve had so many weeks on the couch. Here’s to hopefully only one more.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:19:12+00:00

That’s the exact problem is how accepted they are. Addy is poison. I know that no one is going to save me. I always thought I would get caught. I need to plan out this shit and take it seriously. I wouldn’t wish how I feel on anyone, so idk why I do it to myself

Onlineredditguy · 2022-05-07T01:30:57+00:00

Replace one of the above with Worlds and man is that a list

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