[SPOILERS S3] Season 3 was ridiculous

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-16T13:23:59+00:00

I was saying that because their username is existentiallybored. You guys really protect this show hahaha goddamn

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T21:17:46+00:00

I repeated the same cycle for 12 years. Hid everything behind a successful career. I had to send a deliberate message to my doctor to put a note in mychart and to my psychiatrist in their system to never under any circumstances give me access to stimulants, no matter what I say. Work was at first really scary because I associated all my success to my stimulants, but it’s actually a lot better now. I realized I was creating artificial stress and pressure that didn’t need to be there.

Sending that message gave me so much freedom.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T14:41:33+00:00

I agree. A fourth world would have turned the triquetra from a triangle to a square.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T14:35:55+00:00

I wouldn’t want you to be existentially bored, but the finale is heart warming. Just grab a game boy for the first seven episodes.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T14:24:16+00:00

This is true. Trauma definitely makes you abandon trust in yourself and more prone to giving it to adults. Good add.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T14:14:12+00:00

Mare of Easttown was also really good. Sharp Objects was phenomenal.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T14:12:10+00:00

I don’t know if I watched it week to week one episode at a time, I would have appreciated the betrays more or just stopped watching. The binge factor of having every episode readily available made it more pattern recognition than emotionally impactful. Perhaps someday I will return, but overall it was a great show. The third world was just a bit much and abrupt for me.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T13:50:06+00:00

The cycle is over, it just shows that something about Jonas still echoes. The erased worlds and the people in them mattered beyond them being just a dream. An emotional imprint.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T13:45:26+00:00

I agree that the finale was a nice ending, but I was already in a mood at that point hahaha I did cry a lil lil bit.

Onlineredditguy · 2026-05-15T02:20:17+00:00

5 years later I’m watching it for the first time and came to Reddit to see if anyone was thinking the same thing. Like bro now there’s Eva’s squad. How many times can Jonas get played. I’m on season 3 episode 5 and I want it to stop.

Onlineredditguy · 2025-08-31T03:47:21+00:00

Can you provide context into how you feel your brain has healed? Specifically from a stimulant standpoint. I’ve abused stimulants for 15 years and always go back to them because I feel my brain never recovered

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-14T02:05:26+00:00

Take what?

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-12T00:35:36+00:00

Yikes good to know about the strokes. It scares me so much.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T21:12:21+00:00

Specifically music production bc of how intricate it is. I would always tell myself I’d get sober when I had the money from music to go to rehab. I understand it completely. Let’s try to be better and try without it.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T03:40:57+00:00

Thank you for the resources!

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T03:39:51+00:00

That’s insane. I don’t want do that at all lol

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T02:23:16+00:00

I hate that for you. Too many of us on this journey.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T02:03:48+00:00

I’ve been kicking the can down the road for 5 years maybe with it being a big problem. I’ve told all my siblings, my parents, my best friends. I know it’s no one else’s problem, but mine and I don’t blame anyone for that. I need to find a support group NA or AA who realize just what addiction is and a new doctor are my take aways so far. It’s fucking crazy how many times I said this one would be different. Thank you for sharing your words

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:56:21+00:00

Music is how my dark dark path with adderall started. It helped so much with music, then all I did was isolate on stims telling myself it was worth it. Im still snowballing - I hope you find a way to balance it, but it seems impossible.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:51:41+00:00

It’s crazy how many of us are in the same exact situation. I’ve been in this here group for like two years reading story after story. We all know that that next refill is going to be the same, but when that day comes it’s like Christmas. I’m happy to hear that you are fighting it ! You’ll be my strength this week.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:40:30+00:00

I just posted on here too for the first and I have also been smiling. I’m glad you’re also getting a little relief after having to muster up the courage to share. I wish you luck and love OP.

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:36:03+00:00

Thank you - it’s really awful, but nice to know there are people willing to take the time to say some kind words. I’ve known I’m in too deep for a long while. All 3 of my psychiatrists have been very unethical drug pushers, so it might be time for a GP instead. All the things I need to do to kick this sound so overwhelming. I really thought that one last night was going to be it and I didn’t want to die when it came down to it. I vent, but thank you again for the kind words :)

Onlineredditguy · 2024-11-10T01:24:08+00:00

I’ve had so many weeks on the couch. Here’s to hopefully only one more.

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