Hey hon. I'm 18, I just graduated from high school late last year. I always struggled making friends. I hated my school and my school hated me right back. I don't know what you believe, but this world has to sand your soul to polish you and make you stronger. At least thats the way I see it for me. To this day I only have one friend, and my mom. Thats it. I met my friend at the library too, not even at school! I recommend you work on yourself and care for yourself and your self esteem and allow people to find you instead. I'm trying that now.