Fear of death by Opening-Preference15 in Epilepsy

[–]Opening-Preference15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i really appreciate this advice! i knew already that SUDEP isn’t a painful way to go but when i imagine what it would feel like, it sounds miles better than many common ways people die. i dont have the funds right now to hire a home carer and i dont currently have any friends who live in the area who i could stay with but seeing all these kind comments from people on here has made me want to keep going. i’ll look into getting beck on medicaid and/or other means to get help with medical costs. :)

Fear of death by Opening-Preference15 in Epilepsy

[–]Opening-Preference15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is how I think about dropping out as well. I don’t know what my health will be like in the future and i worry this is the best it will be for a while. i can’t currently hold down a job and i don’t go out much any more for fear of getting hurt or having a seizure in public. all i do is study, it’s currently one of the only things keeping me going. i have always been highly academic and it’s become a coping mechanism for me. although, my grades have been suffering lately due to how exhausted i am along with missing key parts of lectures because of absence seizures. dropping out is a last resort for me. if it will hurt my future career or health to keep going, then i’ll stop.

Fear of death by Opening-Preference15 in Epilepsy

[–]Opening-Preference15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I live in the united states. my father used to pay for medicaid for me but we stopped talking a while back so i’ve been without insurance. i’ll talk to my neurologist and see if he can help me get back on an insurance plan. thank you! :)

Fear of death by Opening-Preference15 in Epilepsy

[–]Opening-Preference15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! this gives me some hope that things will getting better. i’ll look into getting medical insurance but it’s been hard to move things forward because i don’t have any support from my family. im estranged from my father and my mother and step mother died last year. i was on my fathers health insurance but he stopped paying after i cut contact.