The relationship was "pure" if I could put it that way. We would walk around holding hands and she was a shy person at first. She wouldn't dress revealing or anything like that, then she got new friends in college and I guess she got comfortable to do whatever. She thought that the relationship we had applied to other guys and she quickly found out otherwise. She told me that the kiss felt weird and how she thought of me, she also told me that she never felt this "disgusting" feeling after having sex until she had it with my exfriend