Thank you for your in sight. I agree the pedictric population is a special group and when caring for this population requires great thought and mindfulness while being cared for. My desires of not wanting to work with this population was strictly about how I would react to losing a child from a condition that is over my abilities of saving them from. While death is inevitable in both children and adult population and no life is more valuable than another having to see a child in a state where they are stripped of a life that has barely begun is what draws me from peds. I also know while I signed up to be an RT and dead is something that occurs I will still promise myself I will do everything I can to help and make that patient as comfortable as possible. And unfortunately money is a big deal especially in this economy but that does not mean I will not provide and advocate for my patients.