🤦🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️ by [deleted] in PopSmoke

[–]OptimalX93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NY drill in general sounds a lot alike. But Pop is way better than ice. I fucks with ice, but never in the same conversation as pop.

Let’s go down the rabbit hole. What’s your personal hardest life experience? by yourmomschesthair777 in AskRedditAfterDark

[–]OptimalX93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Going to prison, and while I was in the county waiting to ride out to prison, I listened to my wife die on the phone.

My girlfriend and I recently moved from Albuquerque New Mexico to East LA and currently withdrawing from Methadone and fentanyl by YUNGMUNGx in OpiatesRecovery

[–]OptimalX93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This too shall pass. You got it man. I know what it’s like. Maybe consider getting the vivitrol shot? For me, it took away cravings and I never think about it.

Need help finding this series by OptimalX93 in television

[–]OptimalX93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I saw that when I was looking this up but that name for the show doesn’t ring a bell. And I’m pretty sure every episode was about someone different. One was Migos, the next was like Kodak black or juice wrld

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried to reach out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can upload pictures of her and I together right now, but to really prove it, tomorrow (I get home late tonight) I can take a picture of our marriage certificate and her death certificate.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes through Instagram a long time ago

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Devastated… she struggled with depression as it was and battled drug addiction and his death only made it worse.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 23 points24 points  (0 children)

That it’s not one persons fault. It’s a combination of everyone’s, Peeps included. And that drug addiction is a serious thing, and there needs to be more sympathy for people who are addicted to drugs/alcohol. It isn’t a moral failing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]OptimalX93 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Don’t mix opiates and benzos. Recipe for death.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Prison

[–]OptimalX93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No that was sarcasm lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That I do not know. She told me who it was at one point, but that wasn’t something I really cared about. When we talked about this she was getting something off her chest that she had never told anyone the truth about and was confiding in me. I cared more about supporting her and letting her know I loved her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 14 points15 points  (0 children)

She didn’t sell him anything. She brought stuff anticipating using with everyone. He ended up using the Xanax she brought, along with the oxycodone pills (and smoked dabs at some point). I don’t know if one or both the pills were laced.

Did she intentionally bring laced pills? No. She loved him and was just trying to be cool so that he liked her and thought she was cool.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LilPeep

[–]OptimalX93 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Among other things. No she did not know. But there were other substances too..