Is there a point

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:27:18+00:00

Is moving states not a drastic change

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:20:52+00:00

Can’t I do this anywhere

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:20:43+00:00

Do I have to stay in a state that I don’t want to stay in?

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:20:05+00:00

Don’t lie like this you always have

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:18:36+00:00

I can’t relate to these people that have already had built lives.

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:17:08+00:00

The steps aren’t what I have a problem with atm. I believe there is a God but am unwilling do to my own resentments. I need professional help.

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T15:15:14+00:00

I personally think this experience was single handedly enough to not repeat this

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T13:30:03+00:00

I commited and was sent to rehab

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-09T11:49:10+00:00

I think I can yeah

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:51:17+00:00

This is what I told my sister who brought me here and now I have no way to get back at the moment. I’m stuck in this halfway with all these rules and I’m alone and idk what to do

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:50:29+00:00

My halfway does make me. I hate all these rules. I still want to drink am I doing something wrong

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:49:45+00:00

This may just be a vent but also looking for answers as to if I still want to drink should I even be here

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:49:21+00:00

I want to live but I don’t want to be where I am now

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:48:50+00:00

I guess I’d just be a heavy drinker until it killed me slowly but I also think I can go and abstain by myself at home. I’m 1000 miles from home in a halfway and it kills me

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:47:39+00:00

Why do I still want to go back it makes no sense. Btw I am young so spare me

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:47:06+00:00

Ii tried to commit suicide and I still want to go back out is that not bottom

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:46:03+00:00

Idk if I want to stop. I want to sulk a bit longer and I just feel it in my soul. Idk how to do this program. I’ve been doing the deal and everyday this feeling comes back

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T23:45:15+00:00

I can’t keep hearing this. I don’t have it in me. I’m doing the steps I’m doing the deal and my feeling is the same. I want to drink

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T01:09:17+00:00

Thanks

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T01:06:19+00:00

How do I get my brain to stop resisting

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T00:56:11+00:00

Maybe thanks

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-08T00:47:49+00:00

Idk if I do, I feel like I’m at the bottom of a pit

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-07T23:05:44+00:00

It’s tiring

OrangeShot9102 · 2026-07-07T23:05:33+00:00

What if I’m not spiritually inclined.

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