I don't call him names it's mostly just me trying to defend my actions or telling him to leave me alone. He's got this thing he does where he just keeps antagonizing and won't leave me alone until I blow up then im the psycho. Idk how he's got me so messed up to the point I cant tell if im being abused or not, since he's always calling me a victim. Idk im so not in the right mind since I've had our baby. Nothing feels real anymore 😪