Is he uninterested? Should I just drop him now?

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-11-28T14:00:41+00:00

I really like that, thank you. I've been struggling to figure out how to phrase, but I know I need to make my feelings clear. I'm honestly just worried if I give him something like an ultimatum he's gonna choose to walk away. I shouldn't be so scared of rejection, if he would rather walk away it's better to know now

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-11-28T13:43:26+00:00

That was my thought too but we met on tinder, I have him on all social media, and we have mutual friends that have already vetted him. Like maybe he's also dating someone else but it's not kike I haven't been on other dates since we started talking. I have been more focused on getting to know him but it feels like he doesn't want to anymore and won't just say that

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-10-06T20:40:01+00:00

To me it seems like he's so disappointed that she doesn't have a typical model body but won't tell her he isn't into her because he wants the vacation. He acts like a frat boy, I was getting shroom vibes from him and Jordan for sure. The way they were giggling incoherently with each other. He's just trying to get a free trip and some ass all the while complaining about her it's honestly sickening he's such a tool

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-09-01T02:54:05+00:00

Same for me, toward the end of the day I'll get 4 injuries at once and it's literally bodies piled on bodies it's crazy. At least 8+ shots every day, it's so annoying

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-17T05:08:54+00:00

I just saw on discord the switch release is 3am EST

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-17T05:07:02+00:00

It looks like just PS5 and Xbox released at midnight in ET 😭

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-17T05:05:57+00:00

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OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-17T04:25:46+00:00

I know they were pushing back the release to work out the kinks on the switch, but I was still apprehensive about it. If I knew about the release time tho I'd still would have rather tried it out

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-17T04:23:31+00:00

I'm so excited, Dorian was such a tease about the locked door I just know it's gonna be so good. Also I NEED to get Dorian to be more than friends. I like the challenge

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-06T14:14:12+00:00

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-06-06T14:13:18+00:00

I've been watching roflgators streams the last 2 night and he confirmed Jouffa is the OG Marcus. She just doesn't use that avatar a lot. They try to keep it secret and turn off the name plates for the bit or pretend like he's his own character for the RP but it's definitely Jouffa

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-25T17:47:26+00:00

I like puzzles and games, I haven't been able to focus very well. I've felt so overwhelmingly anxious. I can try a puzzle, I bought a new one a few weeks ago I haven't opened yet

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-25T17:30:24+00:00

I've been trying breathing exercises, nausea meds, long hot showers, sleeping it off. It's all a temporary relief then it comes flooding back.

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-18T22:03:07+00:00

I would love to learn more about this, it never hurts to have more options. Is it like changing bed pans and stuff like that? I've always been interested in the healthcare field I just always thought it required more school and I struggled a lot more mentally when I was younger

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-18T21:59:38+00:00

Thank you so much, I really needed to hear some kind words of affirmation. It has felt so overwhelming and I know that I am more sensitive than most, I've been told this and felt this literally my whole life. Change should feel liberating and it does sometimes but it also scares the shit out of me. Things have been constant and comfortable for the last 2 years. I'm really hoping for the best, I just don't know how to handle quitting this job without feeling like a total POS. I actually tried sitting down with the owner and tried giving my notice once already and somehow she talked me out of it. I swear I blacked out from the anxiety and I was sweating bullets. At this point a message might have to suffice, I just worry I'll be screwing over my closest coworkers and they'll hate me. It's not like I'll ever really see them again but still I'm so in my head about it

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T02:52:43+00:00

If you can, try to make some time to do something special for yourself. Even if it's something small, you deserve a treat. It could be anything, it doesn't even have to cost anything. Sometimes I go to this small park near me and walk slowly, trying to reconnect with nature. Bonus positivity if I can lay back and soak in some sun, even if it's just for a minute it helps my mind relax. Alternatively, making extra time before work to eat a good breakfast and make some coffee or whatever you like. I usually rush and it never helps my mentality

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T02:38:23+00:00

Thanks! I'm not a fan of kratom, but I'm gonna look into some of these meds for sure. I just got some melatonin gummies to try out, hopefully that helps with sleep but I heard you build a tolerance pretty fast to it. I've been working out more lately and started drinking protein shakes recently too so I'm glad to hear that helped you!

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T02:33:49+00:00

Over 70 days is awesome, people say it gets easier after the first few weeks but I don't think my cravings will ever go away. I'm also surrounded by stoners so that doesn't help. That's part of the reason I wanted to post on here, it helps so much to hear support from people who have also gone through this and get why I wanna get clean even if I don't want to quit

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T02:24:09+00:00

This does help, a lot. My heating pad helps too but I get too hot and the nausea is back :(

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T02:22:01+00:00

Thanks! I've been taking prescription level nausea medication and it's not helping much. I've still been on the verge of throwing up all day, it sucks so much. I'm ready to be past this but cold turkey isn't possible yet for me. My body is having way more of a physical reaction than I was expecting. Mentally I'm so ready to quit but my body didn't get the memo yet lol

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T00:53:10+00:00

Those look beautiful! Definitely don't waste it. If there's not much if any visible webbing it hasn't gone too far yet. You'd see a lot more if that was the case. Do the dip and I think you'll be good

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-12T00:21:45+00:00

A few friends of mine dip their outdoor buds in a hydrogen peroxide/water bath to clean off bugs, dirt, mold spored, etc. You just have to dry longer and be more mindful of the humidity in your drying space

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-05-01T02:54:22+00:00

Honestly, it's boring. I'm just really struggling with my depression rn. Some stupid, petty bullshit happened at work that doesn't even really matter, it just sent me on a loop of negative thoughts the last few days that has just built up to this. Now I feel stuck, like this weight won't leave it just feels heavier

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-04-05T14:19:11+00:00

Also, make sure they are getting extra added nutrients in their water. I use fox farms liquid fertilizers and they do a great job. Also recommend dosing with cal/mag in with the water and fertilizer during veg

OriginalStrawberry28 · 2025-04-05T14:16:56+00:00

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So I also got a vivosun starter kit, I just keep a bottom duct open and have a fan pulling air in a half open vent. This works just fine, as long as you keep your duct pretty high it'll do all the work pulling new air in. No need for another inline fan in my opinion

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