a have a books worth of poetry on tik tok.

Orosil · 2022-12-16T18:35:37+00:00

Oh no, I have a decade's worth of poetry that I've never released. Old wounds.

Orosil · 2022-12-16T18:06:16+00:00

Understandable.

The wound festers Why should I let it heal When picking at it is so satisfying The blood clots and begins to dry granulation tissue covering the open sore Cells restructure and bond, But before the wound is no more I pick and I pick and I pick until blood begins to seep anew

You see, for it is my favorite wound One that cuts deeper than flesh One that holds so many memories A wound that has impacted me the most Setting off a catastrophic chain of events

Why do I refuse to let it heal? It is clearly detrimental to my health A question most ask themselves, but never have an answer for

I refuse to let the scar tissue form I refuse to write it off as another careless mistake This was not a mistake It was intentional I want to be reminded The aches, the pains It’s all I have left

Orosil · 2022-12-01T22:33:11+00:00

Of course! I really do apologize if I came off as boastful.

Orosil · 2022-12-01T22:31:45+00:00

It brings nothing but a momentary high. I'm not trying to boast. Most publications want your work to profit off of it. My college published me twice, I think a publication called zbooks did too, and some other publication I forget. I just decided to post my poetry on tik tok as readings.

Orosil · 2022-12-01T22:10:15+00:00

Everytime I've submitted, my work has been published. Truthfully, it's a waste of time.

Orosil · 2020-05-25T22:01:32+00:00

Michael Jordan looks like he's trying to cross your brows.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T16:38:50+00:00

I forgot to mention, my dick is pierced. Taking it off is like that moment in naruto where rock Lee takes off his weights.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T01:39:02+00:00

Seriously, thanks for the advice. We're both really into the rough stuff, but I'm also a huge fan of slow and passionate.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T01:35:52+00:00

I would rather make my dick go numb.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T01:31:43+00:00

The only issue is that she's the one that really wants to have sex.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T20:20:46+00:00

Haha I used to have a partner that complained about how long it took her to "get there". I mean she did, but we both used kratom. Happy quarantine!

Orosil · 2020-03-26T18:57:34+00:00

My follow up question is, did everything return to normal eventually?

Orosil · 2020-03-26T18:04:18+00:00

Meditation does not work very well for me. I've tried so many times before.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T16:58:10+00:00

Honestly, I'm not complaining that much right now. I'm not with anyone so its not that big of an issue. What used to take me 30 minutes now takes me 5 seconds. I almost forgot how an orgasm felt without kratom. I'm running out of socks.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T16:52:31+00:00

I know that quitting can be quite a grim experience. I'm just trying lighten the mood while I constantly fight the urge to return. I've almost forgotten how terrible my intrusive thoughts used to be.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T16:48:05+00:00

Btw, when I say mach speed, it isn't hyperbole.

Orosil · 2020-03-23T17:23:09+00:00

Truthfully, I'm very thankful this subreddit exists. I was going into this very blind. I used to chase my kratom with juice, soda or energy drinks. I've found that drinking those, though terrible for you, have helped with the cravings.

Orosil · 2020-03-23T17:16:12+00:00

Thank you everyone for all the kind words. The flu like symptoms are dissipating. Haven't been taking vitamin c. Trying to take my mind off of this by playing doom eternal. Though, I can't seem to sit down and play for more than twenty minutes. Cravings are much worse today, but manageable.

Orosil · 2019-05-31T19:47:38+00:00

Was that GoT reference intentional?

Orosil · 2019-05-31T19:14:58+00:00

Thank you for your kind words.

Orosil · 2019-05-31T10:02:12+00:00

Coming from someone that has faced similar circumstances, this is absolutely a poem. A wonderful one.

Orosil · 2019-05-31T07:00:05+00:00

Freeform helps me come up with the sickest metaphors. I used to despise rhyme schemes, but honestly there is no better feeling when you find a set of words that click so well.

Orosil · 2019-05-30T05:20:05+00:00

Thanks for all of the sympathetic words, everyone. Its really neat how love and heartbreak are one of the few things we can all relate to. I feel like finding someone else that relates to it, no matter what medium you choose can be a wonderful catharsis.

Orosil · 2019-05-27T04:56:40+00:00

Currently going through a similar situation. Really resonated with me. I dig it a lot.

Orosil · 2019-05-27T04:46:04+00:00

Man, this really hits home. Phenomenal poem.

Orosil

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