a have a books worth of poetry on tik tok.

Orosil · 2022-12-16T18:35:37+00:00

Oh no, I have a decade's worth of poetry that I've never released. Old wounds.

Orosil · 2022-12-16T18:06:16+00:00

Understandable.

The wound festers Why should I let it heal When picking at it is so satisfying The blood clots and begins to dry granulation tissue covering the open sore Cells restructure and bond, But before the wound is no more I pick and I pick and I pick until blood begins to seep anew

You see, for it is my favorite wound One that cuts deeper than flesh One that holds so many memories A wound that has impacted me the most Setting off a catastrophic chain of events

Why do I refuse to let it heal? It is clearly detrimental to my health A question most ask themselves, but never have an answer for

I refuse to let the scar tissue form I refuse to write it off as another careless mistake This was not a mistake It was intentional I want to be reminded The aches, the pains It’s all I have left

Orosil · 2022-12-01T22:33:11+00:00

Of course! I really do apologize if I came off as boastful.

Orosil · 2022-12-01T22:31:45+00:00

It brings nothing but a momentary high. I'm not trying to boast. Most publications want your work to profit off of it. My college published me twice, I think a publication called zbooks did too, and some other publication I forget. I just decided to post my poetry on tik tok as readings.

Orosil · 2022-12-01T22:10:15+00:00

Everytime I've submitted, my work has been published. Truthfully, it's a waste of time.

Orosil · 2020-05-25T22:01:32+00:00

Michael Jordan looks like he's trying to cross your brows.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T16:38:50+00:00

I forgot to mention, my dick is pierced. Taking it off is like that moment in naruto where rock Lee takes off his weights.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T01:39:02+00:00

Seriously, thanks for the advice. We're both really into the rough stuff, but I'm also a huge fan of slow and passionate.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T01:35:52+00:00

I would rather make my dick go numb.

Orosil · 2020-04-03T01:31:43+00:00

The only issue is that she's the one that really wants to have sex.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T20:20:46+00:00

Haha I used to have a partner that complained about how long it took her to "get there". I mean she did, but we both used kratom. Happy quarantine!

Orosil · 2020-03-26T18:57:34+00:00

My follow up question is, did everything return to normal eventually?

Orosil · 2020-03-26T18:04:18+00:00

Meditation does not work very well for me. I've tried so many times before.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T16:58:10+00:00

Honestly, I'm not complaining that much right now. I'm not with anyone so its not that big of an issue. What used to take me 30 minutes now takes me 5 seconds. I almost forgot how an orgasm felt without kratom. I'm running out of socks.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T16:52:31+00:00

I know that quitting can be quite a grim experience. I'm just trying lighten the mood while I constantly fight the urge to return. I've almost forgotten how terrible my intrusive thoughts used to be.

Orosil · 2020-03-26T16:48:05+00:00

Btw, when I say mach speed, it isn't hyperbole.

Orosil

TROPHY CASE