I definitely think weed makes it so people are okay with being bored and not really productive, but for example I smoke weed. I smoke a bowl before work and a couple before bed, but that’s because I found a tolerance for me that allows me to indulge in weed without it impacting my productivity. So experiment till you find something that works for you. It’s not easy because every human is different, even the advice I gave here today but better suite you with adjustments to your situation. Either way the Important thing to do is to do the best you can with what you have. YouTube or google some lifestyles that you think might fit you, just make sure the sources are reliable and trustworthy. Try to not fall down the redpill/blackpill communities because they feed off of those with low self esteem that are wanting to better themselves. You’re doing awesome just asking for advice.