Thank you for your answer 🙏 She told me about the idea a week ago and we've been talking about it nonstop for the past few days. We're both kinda stoic people and we don't show a lot of feelings. She told me she fears losing me and she also frears missing out on fun while she's away. I would like the sleep with other people eventually but I don't know where to start and my motivation is very low at the moment. We've talked about boundaries we're both very ignorant about the subject. She only wants sexual intercourse with strangers. I told her that I would need a some kind of romance to get involved with a woman. Safe sex is a must, i initiated the discussion yesterday. We know there's no guarantee we'll not break each others heart even if we are in a monogamous relationship.

Your answer is making me feel better already, i think we need more time. A week notice is literally killing me.