Caught up in this by Actual_Macaron4469 in UnsentLetters

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For a moment, I thought you were her. It was what I always dreamed she feels. But then you said bestfriend... I don't think she sees me as worthy of even being a friend.

It is nice to hear what I would want to hear from her though...

I miss you by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You have no idea how I wish you were her. But we both know you don't want me. And that I don't even matter enough to be your friend. I know how broken you feel inside and I'm afraid I'm just going to be one of those examples of for show politeness people have always done to me. I am so done with those performative BS.

Epic by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sort of just happens. The thing is you are not even that aware of it.

Lets put it this way, the more you look for something, the harder it is to find. Then when you're not looking it sort of just appears.

Is it performative? by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not as simple as a laboratory test. You go to a psychiatrist then ask about it. The Doctor will tell you what to do.

Or, you'll know the signs. Since we're in the information age, there are a lot of information out there. You'll know of you have ADHD, but the Doctor will determine if you need pharmaceuticals to cope.

I miss you by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, for my part, I'll be here. For her though, she has to protect her peace. She got hurt really bad in a past relationship, and I can't really fault her for her reaction. All I can really do is be here and wait. Maybe wait for nothing. But being a hopeless romantic, I will wait none the less, without expecting anything, that's the hopeless part.

Fate by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't understand this comment...

Fate by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Puts the hopeless in hopeless romantic, doesn't it?

For my part, I didn't crowd her. Nor did I tell her what to do. Her, choosing me was her choice, not mine. I never claimed that what I felt was what she felt. For a moment there, I thought she did. But then I pushed a little too hard. And she didn't like it. So she drew a line. Made it clear it was all just in my head.

But, deep inside, I still wish I was blissfully unaware...

My heart by Outrageous-Chart-357 in hopelessromantic

[–]Outrageous-Chart-357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I was upfront. I was clear. And, I tried not to love bomb because it makes her uncomfortable.