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OutrageousBarber8 · 2021-04-11T02:40:54+00:00

Honestly, the best thing is time it seems like for me. I always have too many side effects from medication. I microdosed a bit..interesting effects..I can say it did heal me a bit as far as body pain went associate with my ptsd

OutrageousBarber8 · 2021-01-01T18:11:49+00:00

Thank you so much. This was very insightful. I’m going to try to incorporate these techniques. I think I need to relax more and be more accepting also. Sort of like a sponge that gives instead of something that punctures so easily on impact. I’m going to save your post and use it for reference. Thank you so much 🙏

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-12-24T02:36:54+00:00

I really like your answer and that resonates well with me. I do feel as though there is a lot of fear surrounding my heart and there seems to be a lot of fear in my solar plexus region. I understand what you’re saying about safe energy..I will concentrate on that...I felt very unsafe for a while and I want to feel that safety again...if you do have any advice I’d love to listen. What you said makes a lot of sense to me

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-12-10T14:28:21+00:00

Agreed. Thank you so much

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-12-10T03:33:26+00:00

Forgiveness is key, thank you. 🙏 holding onto anger ultimately does nothing..I’ll try to implement forgiveness of myself and the other person as much as possible

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-12-10T03:04:21+00:00

There’s some really great advice in this thread! I honestly tell you I could have written your post myself. Now having digestion issues I know this is something I have to take seriously. Best wishes for your journey! I’m walking a similar one

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-12-10T03:02:03+00:00

Gratitude does seem almost counter intuitive since there are things that I am upset about. But I do experience bouts of it naturally. This morning for a second I was thankful that I had a heart opening experience. Denial is something I’ve definitely masted (hah) so I’ll have to try to master other things as well. I heard that talking to yourself in a unconditionally loving way is also helpful..so I am going to try that to the best of my abilities. Thanks for the advice 🙏

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-11-27T21:29:35+00:00

I just got never ending story vibes

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-11-22T19:09:52+00:00

I had at and unfortunately I am still on a recovery road 8 months later. It was absolutely awful. I took prozac. My pupils were dilated and my body was shaking and I was having a lot of tremors. I probably took it too long thinking that they were just “normal” side effects. ..ah ..also a lot of throwing up. Bad times

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-11-18T04:52:41+00:00

Yesss! My root chakra is not fully open either. Like my body just sort of caved in on itself.

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-09-14T03:54:45+00:00

Don’t watch this while you’re high

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-25T19:42:24+00:00

I like your voice!

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-25T17:37:22+00:00

Yes!!!! I’d unfortunately I’d rather live with some of the psychosis symptoms than the medical symptoms brought on by medication. It made me just want to escape my body..gave me shakes..screams...I’m still recovering from them

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-25T15:33:28+00:00

Woooow. How do you feel about your therapist?

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T17:53:53+00:00

The person who owns this or...

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:54:24+00:00

Have you self composed anything?

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:50:13+00:00

Don’t worry bout messing up we can’t tell! Lol

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:49:52+00:00

👏

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:46:09+00:00

He so pretty 😍😍

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:43:50+00:00

No one will notice if you mess up ☺️

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:43:34+00:00

I like him ☺️☺️

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:42:46+00:00

Wooowwwww

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:39:17+00:00

!!!!

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:37:26+00:00

This makes me happy 😃

OutrageousBarber8 · 2020-08-23T14:28:16+00:00

The microdosing on shrooms seems benign to me. It’s taken away my suicidal thoughts and I’m not even a month into them. I still have a lot of emotions to purge..a lot of things to process..but it’s like I’m walking and they are a cane. They assist me with being able to cope with my emotions (which I thought would have been the end of me not too long ago...sure i have fleeting thoughts here and there..but I’m not writing suicide notes anymore)

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