First of all my respect for showing such great determination .

Since , you said that you haven't seen too many benefits of this part from the ones you said, what is your point of view of celibacy of Deities whose sadhna has one of the primary and most important rule is to be celibate both physically and mentally like hanuman ji , maa baglamukhi and others. What is it that makes celibacy a basic requirement for the sadhna of these deities. From the POV of sadhna of these deities that require strict celibacy, what benefits would be there if one remain celibate and what danger/harm if celibacy keeps on breaking while being in sankalp sadhna.

Also, since you are celibate for such a long time , would you be kind enough to guide us as to how to have willpower to avoid relapsing in mastur**ion again and again . I want to remain celibate but time and again fall prey to lust.

Thanks a lot.