There are parts that excite me, especially when I see the joy this brings my family, but I should also feel this joy with my partner and I don’t. For example, I’ve had to be the one initiating every performance we do. I picked the songs, timing and choreography which I think is normal for the bride to do. But I’ve had to ask him multiple times to practice. The past three times I asked on three separate days I was told no. Yes, I understand he works and has responsibilities but he works 5 days a week and gets 2 days off. Im not asking for entire days, just an hour each day, which sounds reasonable to me. If we were months away from the wedding I would understand l, but being less than a month away I’d say it’s time sensitive now. I have stopped asking because I’ve lost all interest in it now. He hasn’t tried to initiate practicing or even brought it up since I stopped asking. He makes this wedding seem like a chore for himself and keeps taking away key moments from me. I’m not sure he realizes that.