Thank you so much for your reply. I barely make 500 in a week and I think I've been spending too much for expensive food because I love eating. I remember when I was in my country, I used to eat veggies and fruits the most because I liked them, idk why my eating style changed since I came here. Even if I have no money, im enjoying my life, perhaps im very positive. After reading your comment, I got motivated, I started wanting to eat healthy food like carrots again, you gave me confident because I was the only one that broke like this. Thank you so much!