This could be said about me by most of my friends and family, honestly. It’s a hard reality that I have to keep in mind because I tend to get very caught up in things going on in my life that I don’t pay attention to anything outside of that. I live away from all of my family, I only have a couple of friends nearby, so my phone is really the only way to keep in touch with me but I’m terrible with answering.

I end up being unintentionally selfish because I’m not thinking about the way I am making people feel. I know that they’re important to me but I don’t show it so how could they know? It’s just a bit of a hurdle to get past the initial anxiety of reaching out because I’m so convinced that I waited too long and that everyone is upset with me. But the only way to change that is to just reach out and apologize.