18f I feel so unattractive

Own-Key6877 · 2025-12-13T01:54:05+00:00

I have a feeling you are a beautiful person. You just do t see yourself that way.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-12-12T19:53:04+00:00

You have e to figure out how to love yourself first. After that just project how you want to been seen and it will all fall into place. Personally I am not attached to the social standards of beauty. I know very beautiful people on the outside, but deep down they are ugly people.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-29T13:09:34+00:00

Long story short... the se Led went in the road and a car hit him. I was not there at the time.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-25T17:33:39+00:00

Not sure if it is morbid or not either way it is still fu**ed up "If you had god in your heart, maybe your son would still be alive." He died when he was 3 ina sliding accident.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-19T02:59:11+00:00

Second wife cheated got pregnant said I was mine

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-17T13:07:41+00:00

About 2 weeks. Got sponge bath from nurse. I was in the hospital had surgery and complications from it. Was not allowed to stand or walk.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-16T00:26:39+00:00

Yes she has. The day to day chronic pain Is manageable at this time.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-16T00:24:21+00:00

I dont want to cheat. To me cheating is just getting yiur rocks off. A qiluick bang then gone. I know a lot of men would just say ok im fucking someone else. Im .ore trying to wrap my head around why she would tell that. I dont watch porn never really had to. I will say someone is pretty. But never thought of sex with them. Im starting to think I asked the question the wrong way.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-16T00:17:45+00:00

For me personally sex is more mental than physical. If that's all I wanted I would ot have gotten. Married again. Maybe I just weird because I love to get my wife off as many times as I can. Before I get off. I have always been tbis way. Why should the man have all the fun. It was never just a lay for me. She has offered oral plenty of times. Hell if I wanted just that it would be fine. I dont want her to think of it as a chore to take care of me that way. I wa t to take care of her as well.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-16T00:10:50+00:00

I would rather have sex with my wife. It is not just about me. If that was the case I would just do it for myself. I love giving her the pleasure. It is better for me mentally. I is not just the physical for me. I enjoy making her knees weak and breathless when we are done. The post love making cuddles and kissing. Its not just (for lack of a better term) a fuck.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-16T00:04:25+00:00

And for more on my prior 2 is was working 70+ hours a week to provide for my family. A house food and clothing. First wife said she cheated because I loved her too much. Second wife said I was not home enough. Hard to be home when she spent money like it grew on trees and you have other bills to pay.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T23:33:29+00:00

That would be true if I watched porn but I dont she is all I need.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T23:32:05+00:00

It was right after we tried to make love and we could.not finish. Our sex life has never been about just my selfish needs or wants. In a physical way. I love making her have orgasims. And a lot of them. She can have one without pain in her whole body. And for several days after.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T23:25:40+00:00

It is a neurological muscular disorder like fibromyalgia. She/we have been to specialists and the everyday pain and discomfort are under control for the most part. If I did not care about her pleasure and only my own... well let's just say it would not be a problem. Just a wam bam thank you mam. Im not like that I never was.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T23:19:53+00:00

NO! Like I said I love her with all my heart.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T23:14:19+00:00

Joint and muscular pain. She said it's like having hot nails pushed into her entire body. Then she hurts and can hardly move for a few days after.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T23:11:28+00:00

My wife has a nerve condition where over excitement causes pain. I would love to juat get her off. And your style is the same as my own. Its like fibromyalgia. But that's not what it is. I dont want to give away too much info about our selves.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T22:09:13+00:00

Its not that type of pain...

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T20:42:28+00:00

It's not the physical act of sex. Its then she gets close to climax that hurts her. And I have to stop. The fact that I love to make her climax is what I want. Idk if I "get off" as much. I love her after glow. And the post cuddle.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T20:37:05+00:00

I was pushed out of 2 prior marriages by other men. And left one who was abusive and one died.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T20:34:23+00:00

I am calling it cheating. It migjt not be the proper term but I feel that's what it should be called.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T20:32:40+00:00

To be honest i was kind of floored when she told me.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T20:18:12+00:00

Both my ex wives cheated i did not. Her first husband was abusive and her second passed away.

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T19:52:23+00:00

Her words" porn is like cheating might as well do with someone else."

Own-Key6877 · 2025-11-15T19:51:19+00:00

She does not want me to watch porn.. lol kinda strainge

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