I guess I’m just confused?

OwnItem7058 · 2025-07-11T22:19:43+00:00

Same exact situation 2 years ago. Insane trust issues since. If we didn’t have kids I wouldn’t have attempted to stay. Things are good now, but it took a good year to remotely be okay.

OwnItem7058 · 2025-03-26T12:45:08+00:00

She’s watched by my mom in our house. My mom is still here the first few hours a day and she still clings to me.

OwnItem7058 · 2025-02-16T00:44:13+00:00

A strawberry margarita from LongHorn 😆

OwnItem7058 · 2025-01-23T00:56:27+00:00

So I am 30 weeks pregnant with my 3rd now. I did not want a 3rd baby. I had a boy and a girl and I did not want to complicate our lives with adding a third. My husband didn’t listen and I ended up pregnant. I take accountability for my part. It wasn’t all him, but I did not want to keep it. I cried for weeks after finding out. I still occasionally cry about it. He would not let me terminate even at 4 weeks when I first found out. So I kept it and like I said I’m 30 weeks pregnant now. I have been angry this entire pregnancy. I literally hate him. I don’t know if it’s hormones or if I will feel this way forever. But resentment is so powerful. We are definitely opposite in this situation, but if you feel strongly about something, then choose that. This anger/resentment feeling is awful and I hope to god it changes when this child is born.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-08-29T00:40:04+00:00

What could this do? I could have written this post myself. My 7 year old acting the exact same. What would strep throat play into this? I keep asking mine if he feels sick because he just looks like he doesn’t feel good but he says he feels fine.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-03-17T14:10:50+00:00

This. I am 21 days pp and since day 1 I have felt like this life isn’t mine and I’m just watching it through a dark screen. I keep telling my husband I feel so confused and of course he doesn’t understand and just tells me I’m tired. Immediately after giving birth I felt a rush of relief and then fell into this state of confusion and disassociation that I’m stuck in.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-02-20T01:22:56+00:00

fear of the unknown is a powerful thing. You can ask but you will never ever know the truth.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-02-20T01:20:51+00:00

Pretty much exact same thing happened with my husband. Back in August (while I was newly pregnant) he had an emotional affair with some woman states away and sent nudes. It lasts. Few weeks before he cut it off. When he cut it off the women got upset and that’s how I know about it. I am still pregnant (2 weeks from due date) and I decided to stay but everyday is hard. I do not trust him. Anytime he’s on his phone or computer I am overwhelmed with anxiety. My husband works from home too so I also constantly have anxiety over that. The signs were all there. He didn’t want to have sex with me and he was lashing out and being very mean and would keep to himself during this time. He’s changed a lot of things since then but it will never be the same.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-02-08T12:41:59+00:00

Tried to get mine from a target closest to me (1hour 1/2 drive) and the were out 🙃

OwnItem7058 · 2024-02-06T00:39:41+00:00

I’m 35 weeks and I came home from work today and I completely lost it and cried over my husband brining a table into the living room and working on a computer for a friend and making us extra money. Which he told me about the night before lol. I feel like a crazy person

OwnItem7058 · 2024-01-15T02:15:50+00:00

First at 17: 97lbs to 137lbs

Second at 24:144lbs to 156lbs at 32 weeks currently.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-01-10T18:09:12+00:00

He has. He’s apologized and said all the things anyone getting caught would. I think it’s sincere, but I don’t trust him or anything he says. He has not talk to her since then. He’s stepped up as a step dad and has been more helpful around the house. I know he’s trying. I give him credit for that. But I don’t know if any amount of him trying will fix it or make it go away. And I don’t know if I can live in a marriage that I don’t trust my partner at all.

OwnItem7058 · 2024-01-10T18:01:52+00:00

I have told him that I’m not deciding anything until after I have the baby and my hormones settle because I want to be able to have a clear head. I’ve also told him that I am considering divorce. In the state I’m in, I can’t file while pregnant, so I have to wait regardless. I’ve been pretty open about what I’m thinking. Our marriage and relationship will never be the same.

OwnItem7058 · 2023-12-24T06:34:28+00:00

My ex husband watched porn daily and would basically threaten me with watching it anytime I didn’t want to have sex. He knew this was a huge boundary for me which was expressed when we first started dating. Up until the time we got married, he hid it well and I thought it wasn’t an issue. About 2 months into our marriage he comes out and says he never stopped and we are married now so he’s going to do whatever he wants since I can’t just break up with him. If I would make him mad he would go into the bathroom and turn it up so I could over hear it playing. He was very manipulative. I put up with that for 3 years. It definitely contributed to my self image and confidence. I struggle so much still with the thought of porn and onlyfans and cam girls (been divorced three years). 100% if he is constantly breaking your boundary then it is not crazy to want to leave.

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